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Sketch/shading practice by Thunaeraz Sketch/shading practice :iconthunaeraz:Thunaeraz 1 3
Let there be hope
Surely there must be something
After this pale and ghastly thing we call life?
Why I do not remember
Taking my quill and ink to write for this
A mishap must've taken place
Surely my soul did not choose
For I do not wish to be a part
Of something as vile and dirty as this breed
Most prove my point
Whilst some contradict it
Little specks of light
In this oh so dusty world
Let me take my choices
And go the way I intend to go
Let me swipe this world clean
With a spectacle of light and noise
For surely there must be a thing
After this pale and ghastly thing we call life
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Elise Bauman and Natasha Negovanlis by Thunaeraz Elise Bauman and Natasha Negovanlis :iconthunaeraz:Thunaeraz 4 7
If I could find the right words I deem worthy
To tell you how much I love you
To show you that you mean more than the world to me
I would do it, my dear
Alas my words are lesser
They are frustrating
As I can never use them to my bidding
But my love
If I could move the earth around the sun
And make it so that it's your favorite season
Then god be my witness I would
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Dark places
Times seem dark
My mind seems to fade away
But there's light
Light at the end of the tunnell
Don't give up on me
Don't give up on myself
Times will be better
A better time will come
If I end my mind
And my faith in me
All is lost
But I will survive this
As I survived everything
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I thought it was a dream
Wishful thinking
Merely a fantasy
But now, it seems to be too real
No coincidence
No dream
It makes me happy
But it scares me to no end
I feel warm
And cold at the same time
I don't know what to do with myself
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Is this love?
Fire in my heart
Warming the blood in my veins
Almost too much
Almost too close
But never close enough
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Peacock butterfly by Thunaeraz Peacock butterfly :iconthunaeraz:Thunaeraz 0 1
Keeping my heart
Dreaming, waking
Walking, waiting
Loving, hating
Talking, breaking
I try to hold my heart for myself
I try to use my brain
I try not to think of you
I try, but it is in vain
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Open eyes
Shallow breath
Wide awake
Heavy-lidded irises
Heavy breath
On the brink of sleep
Eyes closed
Calm breath
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The Madman
A standing ovation
Given to an empty stage.
The actors have all vanished
Yet one man remains.
He stands there, clapping
Furious sounds made by his hands.
And in an empty world
The madman still stands.
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Mature content
Try me, I dare you. :iconthunaeraz:Thunaeraz 1 2
Samurai by Thunaeraz Samurai :iconthunaeraz:Thunaeraz 1 7
A knife cutting through my muscles,
the torturer twisting it here and there.
Pins sticking in my hands and feet,
thousands at a time.
A fever burning through my body,
I guess the word inflammation explains it all.
I'm cold, freezing, crying,
and I'll have this every day.
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Deaf words
Silent music
Still yet moving images
Dutch(original) version:
Dove woorden
Geluidloze muziek
Stilstaande bewegende beelden
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I haven't met tomorrow
I can't remember yesterday
I don't get today
Does it matter?
We'll see about that tomorrow.
Dutch (original) version;
Morgen ken ik niet
Gisteren weet ik niet meer
Vandaag snap ik niet
Maakt het uit?
Morgen zien we wel weer.
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Bonjour, Titi! by NeferNeferu-Aten Bonjour, Titi! :iconneferneferu-aten:NeferNeferu-Aten 20 11 so mother, so daughter by dreamwalker6677 so mother, so daughter :icondreamwalker6677:dreamwalker6677 1 2 so mother, so daughter by dreamwalker6677 so mother, so daughter :icondreamwalker6677:dreamwalker6677 3 1 Amanita muscaria ( fly agaric vliegenzwam) by dreamwalker6677 Amanita muscaria ( fly agaric vliegenzwam) :icondreamwalker6677:dreamwalker6677 1 0 sleeping kitten by dreamwalker6677 sleeping kitten :icondreamwalker6677:dreamwalker6677 4 0 Rent your freedom!!! by dreamwalker6677 Rent your freedom!!! :icondreamwalker6677:dreamwalker6677 2 0 Electric Blue crayfish - Procambarus alleni by dreamwalker6677 Electric Blue crayfish - Procambarus alleni :icondreamwalker6677:dreamwalker6677 6 2 Commission - Carmilla by Afterlaughs Commission - Carmilla :iconafterlaughs:Afterlaughs 533 42 Carmilla by ehay Carmilla :iconehay:ehay 357 18 First attempt at pyrography by ErdaErzsebet First attempt at pyrography :iconerdaerzsebet:ErdaErzsebet 9 6 praying. by VarencaFISH praying. :iconvarencafish:VarencaFISH 1 0 Corpse Bride II by VarencaFISH Corpse Bride II :iconvarencafish:VarencaFISH 4 0 Me at F.A.C.T.S dress like a ronin by dreamwalker6677 Me at F.A.C.T.S dress like a ronin :icondreamwalker6677:dreamwalker6677 2 2 Angelfish (Pterophyllum Scalare) - Maanvis by dreamwalker6677 Angelfish (Pterophyllum Scalare) - Maanvis :icondreamwalker6677:dreamwalker6677 1 3 Electric Blue crayfish - Procambarus alleni by dreamwalker6677 Electric Blue crayfish - Procambarus alleni :icondreamwalker6677:dreamwalker6677 8 3 Little Princess by NeferNeferu-Aten Little Princess :iconneferneferu-aten:NeferNeferu-Aten 24 10

Oh dear.

Journal Entry: Thu Jan 15, 2015, 8:36 AM

So, it has been well over a year since my last journal, and I think also my last upload since the last three. I've finally found the time to post an update.
A lot has changed, but some things remain the same.

Like my living-arrangements for starters. They remain the same. We still live with my grandmother, and yes, it's still far from ideal. I sleep in the living room with 0 privacy, but hey, at least I have my other family to go to when I can't take it anymore ;) We still haven't found a house, but there is a slight chance I can get into living arrangements that help me find solutions for actions I can otherwise not do bc of the pain. (The pain also hasn't changed, my fibro is still going full-force. Ugh.)

What HAS changed, however, is that I now have a lovely Spanish girlfriend by the name of Ana, who stole my heart in every way possible :) we can't see each other an awful lot (Spain-Netherlands is quite a distance, especially for a 20- and 21-year old who don't have a load of money), but the feelings we have are very mutual, so I trust that we will survive it. (I'm open for further questions, but I'll refrain from telling EVERYTHING since that would make this one long-ass journal, which I'm trying to avoid. :p)

I have uploaded several things, and after receiving a 3-month premium membership from :iconneferneferu-aten:(thank you :D) I intend to start uploading more! So you can expect more coming from me! :)

Well, I have nothing more to write, so I would like to end it with a: Hi, I'm back, and I'll see you all soon!

Greetings, Thunaeraz/Anne (Formerly FishMcGay).

Graphics by tyleramato
CSS by moonfreak
  • Listening to: 6 hours of Hans Zimmer-y goodness.
  • Reading: Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Ring
  • Watching: Nothing.
  • Playing: Assassin's Creed: Black Flag (PS3)
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: Lemonade.


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My name is Anne, and I'm a twenty-year old from the Netherlands.
I write both poetry and stories, and I draw pictures sometimes. I'm also a parttime photographer, and I sing.
If you want to know more about me, just send me a message!


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ErdaErzsebet Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2015  Professional Photographer
Jij ook dankie voor de goudgele friet, Annieanananan :3 :love:
Thunaeraz Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
:hug: :D
NeferNeferu-Aten Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Dank voor de faves!! :blowkiss: :hug:
Thunaeraz Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
Gaarne gedaan! :D :hug:
GDraconiaTitan Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Ik wist even niet wie dit was, maar toen ik je profiel bekeek zag ik dat jij het was :aww: Leuke Nick ;) 

Was gezellig samen zo met z'n 4tjes ^^ Hopelijk komen we binnenkort of later weer samen ;)

Groetjes van mij en mijn vriend :) ^^
Thunaeraz Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
Haha ja, naam en avatar verandert :p en dank!

Sterker nog, we zitten nu ik dit schrijf in dezelfde kamer! :P

Groetjes terug aan jou en je vriend :D
GDraconiaTitan Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
^^ Zal ik doen ;) 

Toch alleen maar beter, vernieuwing is zo nu en dan wel eens nodig :aww:
Thunaeraz Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
Ja, die homovis was ook wel wat outdated. Dus nu maar een dondernaam :P
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NeferNeferu-Aten Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Jezelf aan de favorieten toevoegen ... Hoe voelt dat nou? :lol:
:hug: :heart: :weed: :ahoy:
Thunaeraz Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Toch wel apart :D
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